Me: I love you. I miss you. I've been in search to find you.

God: I'm here. Maybe you've been searching at the wrong place.

Me: I'm lost in words. I have no more clue what to ask you. You're here but why am I still missing you?
I've missed you deeply that I am blinded not knowing where to find you.

God: be grateful that you do miss me. You should know that I've never left you even for a second in your life time.

Me: dear God, I love you so much. I know you have a plan for me. This path of mine feels so much burden that I know I can't make it through if it isn't because of you. I'm beyond stupidity and foolishness. What is it for this life experience?

God: it is to prepare you for something bigger and that is your purpose.

Me: ok, what is it my purpose?

God: have faith in me. Believe in me. You'll know it when the time has come.